Shashwati

Date -31st july'17

Note - when i read this experience for checking i got shivers ...imagine if only reading my own experience i felt vibration imagine how the real meditation would have been!

An experience one of a kind!

Evening 5:30 we gathered for normal evening tea ,finishing our tea swamiji said " come on, lets go to the garden" like how we usually do...didn't know a different experience was waiting for me to be experienced. In normal talks swamiji said "i have an experiment to do....would u and ambareesh join me in this?", it was obvious who will say no for being a part of his Experiment? Swamiji made me and ambareesh sit on the lawn far from each other ,and said "slowly close ur eyes and follow my instructions!". And the meditation started with the usual Soul Mantra "I am a holy soul, I am a pure soul" swamiji recites but somehow neither me nor ambareesh was in a state to speak it out loud hence repeated inside silently . But never knew this experiment would be so strong on us hihi! Swamiji simply instructed us to loosen ourselves completely he said if u feel like crying cry....if u feel like laying down please do....dont control ur body while meditating . As a result i was laying flat on the ground on my back when I woke up. Its weird because it had never happened with me before i always droop down but never lay flat and that too on my back! I fell flat twice first time i could feel somebody pushing me back ..but after sometime i got back up but I guess I was meant to go back down this time within a minute i was on the floor again😅. After waking up i saw ambareesh completely drooped on the other side and swamiji wasn't there. It took me 10 mins to be normal again n walk... i saw swamiji walking n i joined him curious to ask questions because this was something i had never experienced before. It took me time to speak but as i could i asked him what time was it he said its been more then 30 minutes ...and i was shocked because i thought its just been 10 minutes . I realised i had no control on my body and also no hold on time . I felt  like am a puppet controlled by the force .. I later asked him ..What did i do this time?...it was stronger than anything else u ever made us do? "He said it was a combination of many things ... Mainly this time i did not meditate with u both i just made u do it" again is usually with him that we meditate.
Secondly "the more seriously u follow my instructions and the more heart u put doing it the more powerful it will be"
He further continued saying "i wish to do it in this Chaitanya Mohotsav... but its tough we might need one mattress per person because just like u others will fall too!"

It was just something unique that i experienced ...what am writing is not even 1% of what i experienced . Ambareesh was in no condition to talk after getting up ..he was quiet for a while and left n i felt like jotting down what i experienced .

Jai baba swami
Shashwati
Baba dham